i don't think we are right | ieatorange's Blog

by we i mean all, or most of this country at least.
there's some things that i dont think are right for example, for some time i've known me and my sister have had
considered suicide and also "if im going to die, im taking people with me" i was going to sum that up as "rampage" but the about to die part makes kind of an important difference.

also the parenting, i got told a lot by my own father that our family state was not normal nor good
but actually, functional families seem less and less. i cant think of anyone i've heard saying his family is great.

maybe it just takes a little special conditions to raise the kind of people i like.
(okay that's a terrible joke, doesn't look like one either)

i decuded to talk about those two things listening to a friend, quote time!

"if i have cancer, im taking as much people down with me as i can"
my first thought was that he got diagnosed with cancer some months ago (it was proven to be wrong)
but given that, it is clear he gave it a serious thought

for me, this is not morbidity but anger against the surrounding, all of it.

"when i was a kid, i was hyped up about learning to ride a bike for making my father proud,
then i realized he didn't give a fuck"

i don't really feel like writing my idea of that comment right now, i better just leave the quote out there


going back to the title, no, i did not come up with a solution and im not planning on it either, im just saying it's massive stupidity, it feels like "to success at life you need to make money and have a family" is the worst popular choice ever